As I wake up...

I'd rather have your heavy hands encircling me...
Leaving me no space to move
To this cold emptiness next to me..

I want to breathe in your faint masculine odour..
As I turn into the darkness of your chest,
To the sweet fragrance that fills my room now...

I'd wake up to your heart thudding in my ear
And the distant snore comforting my senses
To the digital alarm screeching here now...

I want to feel the warmth of belonging to you
Flooding every nerve of my being
To this soft blanket that luxuriously wraps me...

Gosh, I am tired.
Tired of this cold frost in my heart.
Oh..Where are you?
Come, take me away!